See, it's not so dismal. They can have some quiet laughter, a small bit of relief before Louis comes back and is probably still fucking miserable. Daniel hopes not, but he also knows, with a strange, depressed resignation, that he's going to have to go find Armand, if not tonight then soon, and it's going to make Louis feel a million times worse all over. Not looking forward to it, but he's also not enjoying the way it feels like his insides have been removed like somebody scooping them out to make deviled eggs.
A pause, like a hitch in breathing.
"I was there," he ventures, wry. "He and I interacted a lot while Louis was asleep. I dunno if I need to see whatever filter he put over it. Is it going to give you a headache to do?"
On the one hand, Daniel wants to know things. On the other, Daniel is not eager to see himself with Parkinson's again.
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See, it's not so dismal. They can have some quiet laughter, a small bit of relief before Louis comes back and is probably still fucking miserable. Daniel hopes not, but he also knows, with a strange, depressed resignation, that he's going to have to go find Armand, if not tonight then soon, and it's going to make Louis feel a million times worse all over. Not looking forward to it, but he's also not enjoying the way it feels like his insides have been removed like somebody scooping them out to make deviled eggs.
A pause, like a hitch in breathing.
"I was there," he ventures, wry. "He and I interacted a lot while Louis was asleep. I dunno if I need to see whatever filter he put over it. Is it going to give you a headache to do?"
On the one hand, Daniel wants to know things. On the other, Daniel is not eager to see himself with Parkinson's again.