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lestat de lioncourt. ([personal profile] damnedest) wrote2024-07-27 03:00 pm
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[personal profile] followups 2024-08-17 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
"I bet I could beat you up the stairs,"

is a joke just for Daniel. (And maybe Lestat, if he's not too deep in the Predator Zone.) He contemplates things as they socialize and smoke a little weed, which is of decent quality. One thing about the modern world is there's always going to be weed, and it's always going to have a weird strain name, and most of them taste like shit on a level worse than the way weed is supposed to taste like this. But this is fine, and he says so, which gets a laugh.

The music becomes more intense and the night feels heavier. Neighbors should be complaining by now. Daniel has been coaxed into a story about Quaaludes, and he indulges their new friends and impending victims with a tale that's edited only in that he's actually censoring a full third of the worst. It bears no resemblance to the nightmare week Lestat endured a rough chorus about, except for there being drugs, and poor decisions. (What else is a vampire.) He does this, and he thinks about what's being expected of him in this apartment. A re-assessment: how the turn tables, he is now fairly sure this is about whether or not Daniel is cool cool, and the cool is about what kind of life he's willing to take.

Something he's thought about. He has tried for those he sees evil in, or at least the capacity for arm. He has also wound himself around in spirals finding excuses. Anything. You look conservative. You frowned funny. It's fine, it's excusable, I don't have to feel bad. It's not like hamburgers and cows being sweet, but it's still fine, in its own way.

Difficult to hear the last bits of his story over the music. Junkie asks him if he wants any speed, which causes her partner to flinch. Old wounds. Daniel says Sure, and watches the guy, who still looks disapproving, though it changes to confusion as Daniel follows it up with, If he does some, too.
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[personal profile] followups 2024-08-17 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
Moving parts: a dying man, a choking stoner, a woman who feels suddenly unnerved who excuses herself to the bathroom, Daniel sniffing the remains of a bump off his knuckle, the man of the house (apartment) finding himself concerned.

Daniel knows right away this is cut heavily with expired and probably off-brand Adderall, which isn't bad, but there's parts relief (nobody needs to actually be cranked on amphetamines right now), and parts exasperation (oh come on, really). A half-distracted check confirms that the woman is doing proper lines in the bathroom, though, which is promising.

"You okay?" he goes to help the stuck-in-place gamer.

He thinks about morality. He can't know if he's for or against this kind of thing without doing it. Keenan's voice croons around perfectly arranged progressive post-metal chords. This kind of thing, with no consideration for who the people are beyond the hedonistic impulse. Not too different than plenty of other things he's done. Daniel blinks and it's the 1970s, blinks back, and he's thinking about what his eyes might look like, because the young man he's looking at is looking at him, terrified at the shift. He thinks of Armand, sitting across from him under a floating library and watching him. Daniel could never figure out what his eyes meant, then. Too dark a color, without the pupil dilation of anger.

He helps the extremely stoned, extremely confused resident up onto his feet and then onto a bar stool wedged near the small kitchen. Hands on his shoulders to steady him, as he starts to laugh. I'm way too high, he says around coughs from being briefly asphyxiated. Daniel touches him as though he's checking to make sure he's alright (and he is, that's what he's doing, until he isn't), before he leans in and sinks his teeth into the soft skin at his throat.
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[personal profile] followups 2024-08-17 08:07 pm (UTC)(link)
A strange experience, but one Daniel has had before already: the human caught on his teeth, dying in his arms, thinks Oh, finally, and relaxes into it. Arms loop around him, weak in death but managing to cling on. This guy is pretty high, though. It could mean nothing, his life flowing into Daniel in long drinks, muddled marijuana easing his nerves. He cradles his head and tells him silently, You did great, and death shuts his eyes peacefully.

Weird. Comforting? Is this unsettling, or is it how it's supposed to be. Lines in his mental notepad fill out. Behind him, Lestat does some old fashioned violence (opposed to whatever Daniel is doing, whatever he described Armand doing).

Hunger rises up. Young still (which is funny), when he starts it starts to call to him. Familiar like any addiction is familiar, but this is smoother— the pull of the tide tolerates no resistance, and going along is thrilling and it feels correct. Blood is as good as heroin and doesn't leave him hungover. He carefully shifts the victim he's drained onto the outcropping of kitchen bar counter. Awkward, but he'd fall if he tried to leave him on the stool. Unglamorous vampire details.

'Sure,' is a mental laugh, breathless. 'Should probably make sure she doesn't call anybody, too.'

The man on the floor stares up at them as he scrambles at the floor, trying to react. Daniel has a brief unpleasant feeling, a memory he should have had fifty years to process but hasn't. He puts it aside and squats down. Reaches out with one hand.

"Relax," he says, and the man relaxes. Daniel is a little surprised it works.
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[personal profile] followups 2024-08-18 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
(Armand would certainly not approve of eating four people with Lestat.)

Screams of terror aren't wholly new. Daniel has, so far, preferred to just kind of get it overwith, and so this production is interesting— Relax doesn't hold indefinitely, a little burst of inspired power isn't comparable to real finesse and 500 years of skill, no matter how directly inherited. The man of the house, Mr Relax, frantically pushed up and goes to his girlfriend, adrenaline (and just a little bit of amphetamine) helping him surge past the pain of a badly fucked up ankle.

But he's uneven. Unsteady. Daniel grabbing him by the back of the neck doesn't help. Hands fail, trying to go to her, trying to send a haymaker towards the stunningly strong grandpa who exerts no effort to pull him backwards and towards the sofa? Maybe not the one with his dead friend on it. Floor, maybe. They have a kitschy rug. It ties the room together.

I know the pieces fit, says the stereo. There's a couple stickers on it, practically an antique now, probably bought in 1995, retrofitted for the USB port. One sticker reads I DON'T OFTEN LISTEN TO RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE... BUT WHEN I DO, SO DO MY NEIGHBORS!

Relax is yelling something. Daniel can hear it, but he chooses not to really listen. He's given up trying to fight, instead just reaching for his girlfriend. Daniel shoves him down to his knees.
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[personal profile] followups 2024-08-18 05:12 am (UTC)(link)
A horrifying, romantic death. Daniel watches it, experiences it both from up-close and participating — the way it smells, blood and panic, the pounding of her heartbeat, muffled sounds of pain that have become begging out of her boyfriend, the full force of that ecstatic, euphoric grin out of Lestat. That, too, is a drug. It peels the world away, knife-quick and brilliant.

And, because we said both, somewhere far off. Somewhere still mortal. Somewhere in an apartment in San Fransisco. He knows that heartbeat because it was his own. He knows those pathetic gasps and pleads. He knows what it's like to be on the floor and look up and see things that are miles past human. This reaction is why he's kept things quick, so far. Nervous about being caught, nervous about catching himself. Staring too long into himself.

He decides: This isn't more frightening than shooting up unfiltered heroin. This isn't more unsettling than looking at Louis, half-burned, and whispering I don't think your boyfriend is as cool with this as he seemed at the bar.

He can unpack it later, when he isn't starving for it in an ache that's difficult to put into words. Glasses pushed to the top of his head, blood on his mouth. He holds the girl by her shoulders, some fingers over Lestat's, lets himself be pulled. (Of course it's a girl? Is that strange. Another thing in the unpacking, at a later date. Oh, the gender of it all. Her boyfriend sobs.) Fangs sink in. He feels her gasp, rougher with the pain-then-not of two sets, tastes blood and something, a familiar silk-itch. He feels her, and him, her life spilling away, reeling. Bad decisions leave her, hurtling towards a light that's familiar. Should have called her mom. Should have done less acid in high school, more coke in college. I never finished watching Severance, or eating the apple pie in the fridge. Stronger than that: I love you, I love you, please hold my hand. Then nothing.
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[personal profile] followups 2024-08-19 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
Directly into the blood stream. They're all blood, and it hits quick, instantaneous like injecting but without the chill running up his arm first. (Or other places he's— well, Lestat hasn't read his autobiography, no need to get into any of the kink nightmares.) Daniel feels buzzed off it, stimulants vs psychoactive, a nice spiral of sensation.

The dead woman has stumbled to the floor, and Daniel doesn't think much of it. He laughs a little and reaches out, touches Lestat's face and glances a thumb at the edge of some messy eyeliner. He really is stupidly pretty, no wonder Louis spent their entire estrangement up in knots. Drama and pain aside, it's easy to be preoccupied by someone with this magnetism. Possibly thoughts Lestat can hear. A fan of their relationship, despite the things he put down into the book. His bias towards Louis' own biases is considerable.

Hands fall away and he looks down, having forgotten all about the last human. Mr Relax is ignoring them entirely, fishhooked by the sight of his partner.

Too tragic to let him live. And Daniel is still hungry, the endless maw of youth (ha ha) still asking for more, more, more. He thinks he answers yes, but maybe he doesn't. Attention pulled down, and he goes with it, letting the last as-yet-survivor stay beside his girlfriend as he sinks his teeth into his throat. BANG BANG BANG from the upstairs neighbors.
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[personal profile] followups 2024-08-19 07:41 am (UTC)(link)
Will it ever be enough? It seems impossible, a future where he has to consume less. Where he might not want enough to drown an appetite. Louis, calm and collected, spooning blood or chewing on small animals, never seems more alien than when Daniel is draining a mortal straight over the threshold into death. (Notes of respect, too. Daniel has never been any good at denying an indulgence.)

When will he stop drawing comparisons? Is it because he took Vampirism 101 for two weeks before a 500 year old demon slithered across a penthouse the second the door shut and bit him like a deranged alley cat?

Probably.

Daniel sways back up to his knees, looks down at the lovebirds, together forever. This is pretty fucked up, he thinks, but it feels far away. He touches his face and the blood there, savoring the last of it, its euphoria and chemical kick. The barest hint in Mr Relax, who had deliberately accepted the least amount he could get away with. Still. Enough to put a nice bow on the buzz in Daniel's system. He sighs, letting the feeling sweep over him, resting his hands on his head with fingers looped around his own wrist.

Finally, he clues in to the silence, punctuated by quick-paced French. He cocks his head, eyes shining, glinting.

"All good?"
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[personal profile] followups 2024-08-19 11:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Eyebrows up.

Lestat looks crazy, which is its own kind of pretty. Daniel does not think about the drugs, because there was so little, and because the effect on his own system is so enjoyable. He thinks clearer courtesy of the amphetamines, which makes it even easier than usual to recall the building map he'd looked at on their way in. Taking notes for Future Daniel, who has now arrived.

"I can just go pull the drive off the security system," he says, "and the landlord will practically cover this thing up himself. This is a family-sized unit in Manhattan, it'll turn over in about ten minutes even if the corpses are still in here."

He's on his feet, only taking a moment with it, arms stretched out, feeling slightly floaty from blood and the buzz of it. Not really high. Barely-there, pleasant, he'd usually prefer more for a mild hit, but it's probably for the best that nobody get actually smashed.
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[personal profile] followups 2024-08-20 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
Let's be real, they're going to get away with so much in this crowded metropolis, callously exploiting Covid and Monkeypox. People are dropping dead everywhere, having long given up on the inconvenience of masks. A rough time. No wonder it's dovetailing with the explosion of the vampire population.

"Are you—"

Still set on stealing a guitar? From the scene of a crime?? Well. Alright.

"Okay," he calls. "Entertain yourself for a minute."

Getting used to speeding around, still, but he's improving. Only little bits of the 'drunk in a roller rink' effect as he goes to run this vandalism errand. There's a thrilling edge to navigating it will buzzed, missing a neighbor, the sound of all the other neighbors (fuck, they cannot burn this building down, there are way too many people). The security room is also a maintenance closet and the locked doorknob crumbles under a twist. Early 2000s technology inside is an exciting sight. He doesn't even have to guess anything.

Surely everything is going to look very normal when he pops back upstairs!
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[personal profile] followups 2024-08-20 06:18 am (UTC)(link)
Daniel's French is as 'a few funny words, asking for directions' on speed as it is normally, but he thinks he can follow what Lestat is on about. Context helps.

As does the mellow marijuana undercurrent beneath the eye-shining awareness of probably-mostly-Adderall. It's cool, whatever, his smile is lopsided and bizarrely fond as the elder vampire manages to skitter gracefully. It does, finally, occur to him that Lestat is perhaps feeling the drugs, which is—

Surprising, somehow? To be inspected later. He huffs a quiet laugh, done for a second, and when he's back in the hallway he has a damp hand town. "Come here, you're a mess." They can't walk out of here covered in blood. Even with the shitty CCTV disabled, somebody might see them. "Louis' probably around, I don't know if he even went anywhere. He brought the salad bar with him from the Emirates."

The police are a potential concern, especially with Lestat stealing a recognizable collector's item that probably exists prominently on this guy's social media. But he's pretty sure Louis knows guys, so uh, yeah, hopefully Louis is back by now, if indeed he was out elsewhere for long.
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[personal profile] followups 2024-08-20 10:11 pm (UTC)(link)
"The Slavic prostitute was decently personable for someone being chewed on," he says. What a memory. But that was in the book, too: the table, the looming religious painting, the full eye contact from both donors while getting sucked on. Daniel's retelling and his expression of its hallmark fucked-up-ness, and the funny dissection of the vampires thinking he called it fucked up purely for blood drinking, completely missing the full-tilt insanity of the formal place setting. White-knuckled determination to look normal in the deepest, loneliest circle of Absurd Hell.

Just eat somebody in the wild, Louis. You are gorgeous and charming, you could even leave them alive, and they'd think it was a horny, weird, but still horny, dream.

Anyway.

For a second, Daniel thinks he's about to be dragged like a cartoon character, but instead he finds himself bolting after a potentially cranked on speed (it wasn't that much speed) vampire hoisting a stolen guitar. He stops at the railing in the stairwell and looks down after his action movie escape, laughing despite himself.

"Okay," he calls, "but we can't jog all the way back and freeze people like it's a game of tag."

Maybe in rural Nebraska. There's like ten people there. Daniel thinks about it— oh, fuck, fine, it's not like it's going to hurt, is it? And hops up and over.
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[personal profile] followups 2024-08-21 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
It doesn't hurt! He knew it wouldn't! He has done other stupid, impossible things with no downsides, and yet it remains unFUCKINGbelievable most of the time, a giddy, elated feeling, like finally being free, and he's laughing when Lestat collects him. Shit like this makes the guilt, the questioning, the grey-tinged existential horror melt away and seem so insignificant. Who gives a shit about a sad couple dying together on their apartment floor, his knees didn't explode after jumping straight down the center of a stairwell.

"Trophies?"

Plural? What else did you take??

"Car, yeah—" Easy enough to flag down a cab, even while looking completely hammered alongside a man with cumbersome luggage. There's a knack to pointed hailing, no vampire seduction required. "Though I don't know how well I float. Clouds are better on the internet." Ha ha, a joke, for him. Then the cab, and he leans against the side of it to ask through the window, "You're good with cash, right?"

Everybody says 'Right', unless they're Uber. Fucking Uber.

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