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lestat de lioncourt. ([personal profile] damnedest) wrote2024-07-27 03:00 pm
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[personal profile] divorcing 2024-11-01 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
Sticky note slipped into a pocket as he turns, takes in Lestat in all his splendor. Maybe smiles a little over the choice in glasses. Curbs the impulse to reach for him, mindful that he woke alone. That Lestat is entitled to space, that Louis had requested separation in the distance. They've been skirting the edges of what had been agreed upon, but that's no reason to push further.

"I've a few last threads to tie off before we go," Louis confirms. "Thought I'd handle it this evening."

Innocuous allowed to pass without commentary, taking it on its face.

"You look nice."
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[personal profile] divorcing 2024-11-02 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
There is no confusion as to what Lestat means. Louis understands the offer perfectly, is only taken aback by its unexpectedness. Caught entirely off-guard by the ease with which Lestat extends something so intimate.

It can be nothing other than intimate. (The memory of dinners ending with Armand, crossing to occupy the vacant seat alongside Louis, bare his neck, tip into Louis' hands without any hesitation.)

Louis hesitates now. The offer tugs something tender and raw in his chest, and he knows less what to do with it than he does the bruises, vestiges of their near miss the night before.

"No one is squeamish," he confirms, feeling his way through his own uncertainty, the uneven beat of his heart. Wanting. Apprehensive anyway. "But you ain't obligated that way. I'll be just fine in a day or two."

Is this the right thing? Louis is guided only by his sense of boundary, how careful they are with each other, the sense that he would be transgressing. He woke alone. What else does that signal but a return to the status quo?
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[personal profile] divorcing 2024-11-03 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
Teasing.

Unbearable.

The hesitation doesn't abate. It maintains, this restraint in Louis, as he looks into Lestat's face. All the things that he is, Lestat. The deep affection that Louis holds for him, regardless of what they are to each other in the moment.

Affection. Love. Things maybe better left untouched. Things Lestat may have left behind. Louis said so many things, in the book. They have been apart for so long. Lestat woke early, left Louis to wake alone.

Is it so easy to offer this? Is it obligation?

Louis can glean nothing from Lestat's face. He's smiling, teasing, and Louis is alone with his hesitations.

"You that worried for me?" Louis murmurs, which isn't a no. Not yet.
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[personal profile] divorcing 2024-11-03 02:16 am (UTC)(link)
A thing Louis could point out: It's hardly helping you to weaken yourself for me.

But it is much the same, Louis thinks, as the reason for their coffins dragged into one room. For Lestat in his coffin last night. They were attacked. This will ease some of what lingers.

Maybe it is nothing else. Maybe it is this simple.

Louis reaches out to take his hand. Squeeze his fingers a little in his own.

"It ain't as bad as it looks."

Stipulating.

But then—

"Show me where."
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[personal profile] divorcing 2024-11-03 06:42 am (UTC)(link)
Hesitating, still. Contemplating newly bared skin, the closeness with which they seat themselves on the couch. Louis' grip resettles, fingers circling Lestat's wrist, thumb hooked beneath the loops of silver there.

Briskly crushes the flutter of disappointment, of wanting to put fangs to Lestat's throat. A transgression. Louis knows better.

"Only a sip," Louis cautions. "Don't let me take too much."

For so many reasons, but chief among them how it would weaken Lestat. How Louis does not wish to do anything of the sort.

His free hand thumbs up the delicate skin offered to him in the wake of Lestat's instructive little touch. Louis takes a moment, looking down as if to consider the angle more fully, and—

Maybe it's a bad idea.

Lestat had looked so pleased though.

So Louis lowers his head. Kisses that beating pulse in Lestat's arm before he drops his fangs, uses them to carefully break the skin.
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[personal profile] divorcing 2024-11-03 05:18 pm (UTC)(link)
A passing thought: Louis' instincts had been correct. This is a kind of transgression. It is too intimate. It will be wrenchingly difficult to let go.

Leaning half over him to drink from Lestat's arm, the lay of Lestat's hand heavy across his neck, Louis has a sense of dreaming. That he didn't wake and will open his eyes alone once more in coffin.

The encouraging press of Lestat's thumb prompts a soft sound, a shuddering sort of catch in Louis' body between one swallow and the next. The circling touch like a tug on a hook behind Louis' belly, interfering with his heartbeat. Lestat's tastes as Louis remembers. Better. Complicated, with recollections and emotion lingering from the night before. Louis drinks down all these things, the deep emotion and sense memory flowing forth from Lestat's blood, confirmation of all things Louis had guessed at but now feels in his body body.

Only a sip, Louis had stipulated. Wrenching, just as he had expected, when he forces himself to let go. Moving already to cut his fingertips on a thumbnail, reaching unsteadily to close up the deep impressions of his fangs before blood trickles out onto Lestat's chosen finery.
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[personal profile] divorcing 2024-11-04 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
With his palm set over Louis' chest, there is no way hiding the uneven thud of his heart, the shallow quality of his breath. The taste of Lestat heavy in his mouth, an intoxicant. Difficult to coax his fangs back and away, trying to swallow back the urge to lean back in, undo the work of own blood-slick fingers healing away the mark he'd left.

They remain there, touching where his teeth had been, while his opposite hand lifts to cover Lestat's. This too, old habit.

"Took me a few more decades than we guessed," Louis answers, unable to curb the breathless quality in his voice. Swallows again. Offers, "But I got hold of it, in the end."

More or less. The ways in which he restricts himself, how carefully he attempts to step outside of those restrictions, Louis doesn't want to debate them now.

"Thank you," is what he wants to say. Low. Sincere.
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[personal profile] divorcing 2024-11-05 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
It's not nothing.

Nothing. How ridiculous.

The urge to bite him again doesn't ebb. Louis is hyperaware of all the places they touch. Of the taste of him.

Says, "I'd like that," before he's fully considered the offer, swaying slightly in against the palm splayed across his chest. A warding kind of pressure, keeping Louis upright, grounded in the remainders of their set boundaries.

Still, his eyes catch briefly on Lestat's mouth. Draws a breath, lips parting, as—

As he straightens, suddenly, a pull at the edge of his awareness. His head turns, clocking Daniel's approach before he clears the elevators.
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[personal profile] followups 2024-11-05 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
Look, Lestat knew Daniel was on his way back, it's his own fault for not hiding in a back room for optimal romance potential.

Annnyyway. Daniel is on the phone AGAIN as he exits the elevator and heads to his own room, calling out, "Good morning," over his shoulder into the primary sitting area but not actually stopping or paying any close attention to them, and thus missing (or seeming to miss) any gloomy looks or teenage-like awkward posturing. Still has the shopping back, but he's en route to put something away. Also arguing with someone about the Vatican. Don't worry about it. This is the tag. We are doing a scene transition.
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[personal profile] divorcing 2024-11-05 07:28 pm (UTC)(link)
The look of confusion on Louis' face is an unavoidable by product of trying to recalibrate from Daniel's sudden appearance in the midst of a moment where Louis' entire thought process was struggling through the overwhelming, familiar experience of desiring Lestat.

It is not helped by the still incongruous suggestion that Louis texts him.

So maybe Louis can be forgiven for answering, "What?" as he buffers through to steadier, cooler composure to correct himself and supplement, "Yes, I'll text you."

And then swivel his focus as he straightens, collects himself to call back, "Where have you been?" towards Daniel's room.

Nailed it.
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[personal profile] followups 2024-11-06 01:30 am (UTC)(link)
Daniel is wrapping up his conversation (they all sound like arguments), and it means he gets to backpedal and give Louis a comically incredulous look.

Where have you been!

Did Louis just try to Dad Voice him. Does Louis have one of those? He must, of course. The look on Daniel's face is of compulsory consternation of being a practically-70-year-old hearing that kind of inquiry, and also stupid affection. Did you really. He did.

"Errands."

As Per My Electronic Mail (Sticky Note).

"Nothing exploded while I was gone?"
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[personal profile] divorcing 2024-11-07 05:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Recovering, plucking up the threads of poise until it's as if Louis was never unsteady at all.

The taste of Lestat's blood lingers at the back of his mouth. Inescapable. But manageable.

"No explosions," Louis deadpans in the wake of this description. "Have you accomplished all the errands you meant to do?"

All of them, in their own ways, pulling up stakes and preparing to leave town. It's not a hardship for Louis, not really. He's managed all aspects of his small empire remotely for years.
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[personal profile] followups 2024-11-07 08:50 pm (UTC)(link)
"Hey, nice work."

With the rocket.

"Yeah." He holds up a square box, a raised tab on one corner from where it was hanging on a sales rack. Colorful descriptions of the product within, ominous in its tackiness. No pause to show it off before he's tossing it Blondiewards. "Lestat got you a present."

Daniel is going to say something else—

Catches sight of him properly, and a flicker of something else. Maybe Lestat will notice the way Daniel recognizes the fortified appearance, and feels relief and approval. Thank fuck he's not just using blood bags after that. Anyway. That gets folded up quick as anything, unwilling to betray any deeper associations. But: Good.

No further commentary.
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[personal profile] divorcing 2024-11-07 10:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Louis' face does something inscrutable and pained in the immediate, before whatever passing conflux of emotion is swept away into behind Louis' well-honed composure.

Some brittle quality remains, in spite of this.

"Thank you," is only polite. Is not effusive, is not colored by any enthusiasm or dismay as Louis handles the box. Not opening it, just observing type face and splashy fonts, stock photography and slightly gummy price sticker. Considers setting it down, as he lifts his eyes to look between Lestat and Daniel.

Reminds them, "You're very kind, but you both know your company has been enough of a gift for me."

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