He has his list of complaints. His objections, some of which question themselves all over again in light of perspective, time, even guilt, and others are blaring, rageful, the scattered remains of torn pages. A symphony of feeling. The story of his turning now escaping containment, escaping him, out into the world to do what it wants. The structure of the chronicle itself, one bad thing after the next.
And then, Louis' words. Louis' clarity. Louis in New Orleans, who was not merely passing through. Later, Lestat may revel in having a fandom, may seek comfort in the notoriety while choking on it, may wear villainy as a costume, as inspiration, but for now, it's enough that the one person in the whole world who matters to him seems to have benefited the most from Molloy's championing.
And he doesn't hate having a fan.
A turn before he heads into the shadows, a mock bow, and then, even to trained vampire eyes, vanishing into the trees as swift as a jaguar. Again, it would be much cooler of him to leave it there. It's the crushing loneliness that ruins it.
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And then, Louis' words. Louis' clarity. Louis in New Orleans, who was not merely passing through. Later, Lestat may revel in having a fandom, may seek comfort in the notoriety while choking on it, may wear villainy as a costume, as inspiration, but for now, it's enough that the one person in the whole world who matters to him seems to have benefited the most from Molloy's championing.
And he doesn't hate having a fan.
A turn before he heads into the shadows, a mock bow, and then, even to trained vampire eyes, vanishing into the trees as swift as a jaguar. Again, it would be much cooler of him to leave it there. It's the crushing loneliness that ruins it.