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lestat de lioncourt. ([personal profile] damnedest) wrote2034-06-28 12:42 pm
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[personal profile] vestigial 2024-06-29 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
A sad world. No one asks Would you have kept all those friends, if they weren't?

But three years and ten different scuba suit configurations say: Yeah, probably. Daryl is a killer, in the way a guard dog is a killer. He can be bribed and befriended like one, too.

"We ain't dreaming," he mutters, as he stubs out the last of his cigarette. No filter, just an empty curl of wrapper. One of the tidier hand rolls he's ever seen. He wonders who gets jobs like that— shining martini glasses, tuning pianos, rolling dozens of cigarettes from tobacco grown in a green house on the roof of some building that used to be on post cards.

He aims to leave. It's not that Lestat isn't interesting. Daryl's got two dozen questions immediately, actually. But this guy isn't his business, and he simply has to stop getting himself entangled with new intrigues. Why this club has a vampire, why he's dressed like that, why he thinks the creatures he's dealt with in America are little monsters

(C'mon, you could get information out of him.)

He doesn't hear Merle much, anymore. Beth when he's nearly asleep. Rick, when he's (it doesn't matter). A pause.
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[personal profile] vestigial 2024-06-30 03:10 am (UTC)(link)
Daryl will never have an investigator's instincts. He wasn't a great cop, back in the Commonwealth. (Memories. When it wasn't miserable and humiliating, it was fun, hanging out with Rosita, the both of them pretending like they were normal people. Donut jokes.) He'll pick up on details, he can watch people, read them, but it's still a lot of fumbling when it comes to the correct steps in initiative.

And so, comically, he feels a pang of regret at the offer and the immediate awareness of the fact that he's going to have to accept. Almost free.

Quiet, then a sigh while he looks at Lestat. Not a subtle one. Why bother. Until he at last tips his chin up, "Yeah, alright."

These silences are very American south in their way; he doesn't have the smooth charm of a grifter, but someone who's spent time in the region will no doubt have met plenty of men like him, living on fringes with their trailers and shotguns and beat-up boats. Communicating through grunts, believing in superstition, keeping away from cities. Appalachia and the bayou don't touch, but there is a bloody stitch running through them, humid and strange.

He waits, instead of bailing like he wants to. An animal instinct makes him restless, but he's old enough now to quell it. Resigned to following the vampire out of the main floor of the club, even— a potentially sensitive discussion wants for no eavesdroppers. Dangerous, sure, but if the guy wants to superspeed chop his head off, it's not going to make too much of a difference where they are.
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[personal profile] vestigial 2024-06-30 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
Down they go. Daryl notices little things, people passing him, shy smiles. He makes a distant note that this place is independently interesting to him, but finds himself unable to engage further with that train of thought. It's different than it would be before, and different than even just before Alexandria. He can look at himself and understand without judgement. It's more than he would have ever dreamed, and for an old dog, it's enough.

Pause.

New Orleans, almost a century. How old had Clive been? A hundred, or nearly. He'd said Rolan (feral, rabid, bite weaponized for something far worse) was older, but it threatened credulity. Jocelyn, they never knew. A strange soap bubble of familiarity floating between them, and information that Daryl notes with healthy wariness. (Though still not fear. Bad at being afraid.)

"Underwater," is his answer. There's no note of sympathy in his voice. It's this world, and that's that. "Ain't been in, but near enough. The military dropped napalm on it and who knows how many other cities, at the start. I watched Atlanta go from the rooftop of a shitty bar." He shrugs, and his voice takes a dip towards wry. "You'll be shocked to hear the American solution didn't fix shit, I'm sure."
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[personal profile] vestigial 2024-06-30 06:58 am (UTC)(link)
He accepts the glass, and then stands there awkwardly for a little while. Warring with the desire to tell him Let's get on with it, while aware that he's invited socialization by 1) walking down here and 2) saying more than just 'underwater' and leaving it at that.

Sucks to suck, Dixon. He sits down.

Once there, he shrugs a shoulder. "Just wanted to know."

The journey here was arduous, not always deliberate in its pathing; he did not set out from the very edge of North America and say I'm landing in France, he just ... left. It hurt too much to stay. He wants to be home, but home doesn't have a place for him anymore, and that threatens to stir the only fear in him that he has left. Nearly obsolete again, Daryl is. Best that he's out scouting. Sending back battered letters and bursts over the radio. The world is still out here. We aren't the only ones.

He makes a motion with his glass. Like a salute. Close enough to manners before he takes a drink, and thinks nothing at all about the notes and layers. A waste on a man who'd been drinking moonshine since childhood and has half the amount of taste buds as a normal human left because of it.
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[personal profile] vestigial 2024-06-30 09:54 am (UTC)(link)
Red wine is on the nose. Daryl thinks of drinking glasses of creek water to stave off hunger when they (the far, far past) couldn't afford groceries, and chewing on twigs when they (the less far past) couldn't find food. Lestat has not selected him, but Lestat could change his mind.

"Their cause is their business."

Putting it out there ahead of time. Daryl doesn't believe in God, and the cult-like fawning over Laurent makes him uncomfortable, both on behalf of the kid who's never been able to be a kid, and on behalf of the adults who should all get a fucking grip.

But.

"They helped me. So I'm helping them. I just want to get them where they're going, which means out of Paris without that dickhead," a pause. What's a slur for English people? He has no idea. He continues. Dickhead will have to do. "Trying to get off over it."
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[personal profile] vestigial 2024-07-01 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
He thinks—

That is not sure if he likes the way Lestat is elsewhere every so often, even in this short time they've shared space. That he has questions about Marie and her failing little community, if there was any good reason to take only her and let the community fail. That he is curious how Lestat was visiting the coast of Jersey.

A neat basket, bumping into a vampire who would be fine with Quinn out of the way. Temping to just reach out and take it.

"I don't know much about this place," is what he says, instead of digging into anything he's thinking about. "How'd you get here? You a singer too, or something?"
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[personal profile] vestigial 2024-07-03 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
"Sounds like you're just an ordinary guy trying to make it."

A hint of a joke in his smoke-rough voice. No one left in this world is an ordinary guy, much less a vampire. But either Lestat is trying to be, or he understands the value of operating as honestly as possible. Every step is a complication in the apocalypse. Trying to keep steady shows awareness, at least.

Then—

"We had drugs." Flat. "Speed mostly, some ecstasy. Pretty old, gonna take hours to kick in. If that ends up passed around, just keep an eye out. Figure you know, but this guy who was going around with us for a while, he drained some asshole who turned out to be cranked on a whole vet's office worth of ketamine. He puked up a perfect bloody jell-o mold of his small intestine."

I wasn't always a nun, said Isabelle as she dragged out her contraband, worth tens of thousands in the old world. Daryl could have popped a rib laughing, if he were the type to laugh anymore. He swallows more wine.

"But now he wants the nun. So there's no deal to be made."
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[personal profile] vestigial 2024-07-05 06:47 am (UTC)(link)
"Northwest up the river."

The 'Nest' is ... somewhere. Maybe they've said, in French, discussing it over Daryl's head. He hasn't needed to know the specifics and wouldn't understand them anyway, and he hasn't asked. Now, it's useful, because he can't betray them even if his mind is read. It doesn't matter if Daryl believes or not — and he doesn't — but they're allowed to have their strongholds and safe havens, and should be allowed to get there without Quinn or whoever else trying to burn them down.

Paris is too dense to sneak out of or around in that direction. It's safest to go by boat, and because of that, there are checkpoints. Daryl gets it. He'd put in checkpoints, too. But between Quinn wanting Isabelle to stay, and one of the major factions here having a big problem with the religious nutjobs, the checkpoints pose a major hurdle. They'll need somebody to waive them through.

Or they checkpoints need to be empty by force. Daryl would prefer to just have a pass, though.

"Does this place fall apart without him?"
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[personal profile] vestigial 2024-07-08 12:46 am (UTC)(link)
"I can't stay forever. Ain't my scene, and ain't my lifespan besides."

A horrible little lie that Daryl barely realizes is a lie. Wouldn't it be nice? To experience the kind of culture you would have been killed for interacting with? The kind you can't let yourself be curious about? Isn't it funny, a sick kind of irony, that the young man you had a crush on was called Jesus, and you find this club trying to help a nun? You know Rick would be

Daryl has a good poker face.

"You gotta figure out what can move in and fix the holes Quinn's absence will leave. I can handle him, I can handle his friends. The rest of it I'm no good at."
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[personal profile] vestigial 2024-07-12 06:34 am (UTC)(link)
"You're a funny guy, Lestat."

Yeah he'll live with it. He's immortal. Daryl gets it. He gets the joke. ANYway.

"Fine. It's a deal. Quinn dies 'cause he tried to extort the wrong asshole and you get to salvage the pieces. I stick around to help make it right, and make sure nobody goes after the nun."

A plan might be a luxury not afforded to idiots taking on this kind of wrecking ball move, but they can at least spare a few days first to gather as much intel as possible. Daryl knows Isabelle will be angry with him, but he's told her and told her again: he isn't her godsend, he isn't a joiner, and he sure as shit isn't a believer. If she wanted this handled in a way that didn't involve getting rid of the problem, she asked the wrong guy.
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[personal profile] vestigial 2024-07-14 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
"We'll see."

An empty maybe; Daryl will show, and knows as he says it he'll show. Not an indefinite courtesy— this is not a situation where he feels obligated to just do as Lestat says until further notice. But these next few days will be critical, and if he has an invitation, then all the better reason to be here and be taking mental notes.

He leaves. It's a long day, after, and tensions within Quinn aren't eased. Isabelle wants to throw herself on the proverbial fire, and feels like Daryl's pulling some... paternal bullshit, he guesses, by putting his foot down about not wanting her to trade herself. By the time Fallou helps him get back into the club, he's got a headache, but he's also got some speed and some packets of zero-calorie wild cherry water flavoring powder, which causes more greedy stares than the drugs.

People are funny. But he supposes he misses some things, too, that'll never be again. Sonic sweet tea. Shitty tree-shaped air freshener cards that reek of chemical coconut.

Whatever. He finds a place to sit. Coco flounces his way to chat, and Daryl is polite enough— baffled or impressed, he's not sure, as the artist is all dolled up as usual. Not sure if he should look at him (her?) in the eyes, or in any of the sparkly bits.
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[personal profile] vestigial 2024-07-17 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
Daryl is a difficult one to pull in. Not inclined to adoration; he doesn't resist so much as side-step, and it has nothing to do with awareness. Instead, a long-ingrained habit of turning himself away from interest, like a dog that's been trained out of running towards food. He doesn't think anything about it.

Which is not to say the performance doesn't retain his attention. It does. He likes it, and though the getup Lestat is sporting doesn't do anything for him, he enjoys the way he performs. Reminds him of an old movie, the only kind that public broadcasting had the rights for even while the rest of the world moved on. Black and white musicals on during the day, giving him something to pay attention to besides the everything of his surroundings.

Would Beth like this place? Would artistic Europeans accept a country girl with her guitar and lilting soprano? She played the piano sometimes (he hears her confident but inexpert plinking, back in that lonely funeral home), but not this good. A clear voice singing her own arrangements of Tom Waits song, sounding full and haunting in the echoing acoustics of the prison, a southern siren. Daryl sees Rick's hands, fidgeting with his watch. He used to stand around in the common area and listen to Beth as she wandered and soothed Judith, like he was trying to absorb domesticity he was no longer suited for.

It is stressed, in Daryl's head. He has come a long way, and he's still not sure if he's gotten anywhere worth while, if he should have left, if he should have kept going further, if he should have let himself drown. Being away from those who shaped him into a real person makes him feel formless again, but he knows he can't go back until he understands... something. There's no place for him where he wants to be. It's not their fault. He isn't owed.

Even if Rick were to come back—

Especially if Rick were to come back.

Lestat has a nice voice, he thinks.

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