Arms through the sleeves, bringing the fabric in tight against his torso and holding it in place while it gapes along his back. Another raking aside of his hair as he steps back to Louis, turns in place. The zipper begins just beneath the small of his back, carries all the way up to his nape where an additional button tightens the collar.
The fabric itself is even more sheer with only one layer layered closely over his skin, but creates a pleasing, glittery effect. And it fits him perfectly, of course, each seam tailored to the millimetre.
Lestat, meanwhile, is not sure what they are proving to each other. Proving an ability for restraint, perhaps. That Louis can look at him and touch him just fine without pursuing more, wanting more. That Lestat is no longer tempting, even in this condition, even allowing him this near. He feels too far gone to weep over it, too tired, too awake. Besides, Louis cares still, does he not?
That isn't nothing. "You're a natural," is his judgment.
Too much contact involved in the management of this zipper. Louis' palm flattening against Lestat's ribs, knuckles dragging up Lestat's back as Louis carefully tugs the zipper upwards. Fastens the button, thumbs along the nape of Lestat's neck between collar and skin to test the fit.
Louis burns with it, the way he wants him. Worse, the thing beneath it. Wanting to lean in and rest his forehead against Lestat's shoulders. He sways in, fails to make contact, the impulse narrowly averted as Lestat turns.
"Not quite like when I'd do up your tie," Louis admits. "But you don't lose the knack."
In which the knack is tending to Lestat.
"It's very pretty," he says, quieter. "I like it on you."
A pleased sound, despite the confused tangle of feeling beneath it all, the sense memory of getting ready together tugged at. An understated kind of pleasure, considering the depths he would have sunk to if Louis did not, in fact, like it on him. Lestat angles enough to view himself in the mirror. "It looks nice under the lights," he says. "I can be seen from far away."
Maybe a touch eighties ice dancer in vibe on its own, legs bare, too much hipbone on display, but that will be mitigated by the inclusion of leather pants, some accessorising, spraying life back into his hair.
But he isn't think of that so much as observing the sight of them together, smile twisting amused. Their fashions, their changes. "How aghast Louis circa 1918 would be," he says.
Safe, isn't it, to put his hand to the center of Lestat's back? Louis has done it before. He does it now, as they stand together. A kind of trade off, one indulgence to placate all the other desires tangled up in his body.
"Maybe," he relents. "Wouldn't have known it could ever be this way."
But doesn't the future always feel this way? Impossible to guess at in the moment.
"You'd teach me."
A little thread of connection between here and now, and the corset Louis had once helped lace Lestat into. At least, a connection in wardrobe. (In things gone unsaid?)
Friendly, this hand. The urge to lean in, press close, only indulged through the slight sway in Louis' direction, before Lestat turns his focus from the mirror to Louis' face.
"Well you taught me first," he says, a hand drifting up to playfully touch at Louis' chin. "The different plaids, the nailhead, the herringbone and pinstripe. Watch chains and wing-collars. This, after I dismissed the fashion of the era as all dull grey boxes, starched collars and sexual repression."
Moves away, over to the leather pants. Drawing them up, looking them over, a fond sound. "We can enjoy this era while it lasts. If history says anything, it will swing back again. Another war, another economic disaster, another plague."
Steps into the leather as he says so. Working them up bare legs. Not as much of a pain as the latex has been, but still.
Louis lets him go, lets him create this space between them. Lets himself look away as Lestat begins the process of drawing on the leather pants. All evidence of Lestat's evening so far will be obscured once Lestat is fully dressed, and a little distance will help Louis maintain his self control.
Lestat works his way into the leather, and Louis weighs the wisdom of attending any parties once the concert has finished. Should Louis take himself away, before there is any possibility of reaching the outer limits of his self-control.
Maybe.
"I intend to," he answers, though it seems Louis' approach to enjoying anything involves waging a very mobile war. "And it seems you are, in between your concerts."
Before this can be misconstrued, Louis tacks on, "I'm glad."
He even manages to sound sincere. He is sincere, in spite of all his jealousy. He is glad that Lestat has found some pleasure in the present moment after so long hidden away.
Lestat, back turned, chin tucked down to do up the fastenings of his trousers. Mouth pursing at this, trying to detect some note of displeasure. It seems you are and I'm glad. Is all of this easier, then, to know Lestat isn't miserable? A guiltless distance? What an indulgent imagining.
This thought doesn't travel far. Sparks, fails. If tonight proves anything, it's that he doesn't know what Louis wants, only what he doesn't.
"The interviews for my documentary are to begin in New Orleans," he says. A brisk change of topic, but also not: fun between concerts. He glances back at Louis as he moves to collect his choice of boots, tall heels, shining black, buckles. "I imagine you will wish to say hello to your friend."
A softening in Louis' face, in spite of all the tension, the little bits of hurt doled out over the course of their time in this room together. Daniel. Pleased, in spite of his own mixed feelings on the interviews, on what might come of them.
"I do," Louis answers. "It will be good to see him."
No word on when Louis has last seen Daniel. Unnecessary.
Unlike the addition of:
"But I would be in New Orleans regardless," is something Lestat should know, and Louis tells him to be certain he understands. "I made certain I'd be available to meet you there."
Again, a quiet kind of pleasure, far less weighty than how he is sure he would feel if Louis deemed it something he could miss. But these are the warm, little things that are fewer and far apart, and Lestat feels himself hold it close, this assurance. Something to look forward to, regardless of all else: a return to New Orleans, with Louis in it to make it whole again.
The sharp sounds of zippers, and Lestat stands up, a decent four inches taller than usual, encased in figure hugging tones of silver, glitter and shine. "Happy?" he asks, a sort of shorthand question the band tosses around to each other during recording. Applies it now to Louis, indicating himself.
In need of polish, but the chosen outfit fits nicely.
An interesting word to put to Louis in this moment.
Happy. Is he happy?
Louis has to reign himself back in, narrow his thought down to just this moment, just Lestat's hands sweeping up and down to frame their combined handiwork. Is Louis happy with Lestat, as he appears now?
Yes. No. (He wants to strip the outfit back off. He wants to pin Lestat down onto the floor.) Louis crosses to him, touches the high collar, draws fingers down the spangled bodysuit, skims fingertips across exposed hipbones. Breathes out. Lestat, taller than him now. Beautiful.
Lestat might issue some complaint about all of this touching, what it does to him, if he did not desperately want Louis to continue to feel free to do so.
Holds his breath under the skimming of fingers down his chest, around to his hips. Head tilting briefly back to accuse the ceiling of some offense before Louis pulls back into focus. "Merci," he says, for Louis saying the only thing there is to say.
Hands coming up, fingers dancing lightly down Louis' jaw on either side. "In what section will you be watching me from?"
Despite 30 hours of no sleep at all, the various mood altering chemicals keeping his brain active enough to stay on his feet, the internal collapse of feeling himself being held at homoerotic arm's length from the love of his unlife, only half-fucked and running about twenty-five minutes behind schedule, Louis says he will be on the floor and Lestat's expression lights up.
Amusement, yes, for Louis to want to wade into the indignity of the mass audience, but also honest delight, and even more so. Louis close, Louis dancing, Louis having dressed up for the occasion, he sees now.
"Really," he says, hands settling warmer where his fingers had lingered. "Then I shall remember to look for you."
How had Louis forgotten the way Lestat tended to light up for even the littlest things? Familiar now, but Louis doesn't know if he would have remembered it before this moment.
He doesn't want to make Lestat tell him to leave.
Louis takes his face in his hands, smiling a little in response to the look on Lestat's face. Draws him in to kiss his cheek, a stolen liberty before their parting.
"Give me your best," Louis tells him, a minor challenge. Inconsequential. Louis doesn't think Lestat gives anything less than his best any time he is performing. "I came for a show."
He came for Lestat. The show is just—
It is the means by which Louis can excuse his presence. Wedge himself into the sphere of Lestat's life for a night or two. His fingers stroke lightly across Lestat's cheeks before Louis lets go, steps backwards towards the door.
Perhaps one day when they come together again like this, Lestat will feel something less than thirty thousand different emotions over the course of the meeting, each one as intense as the other. But it is nice that as they part, it is something like elation, affection. The drugs help, probably, as this warmth flushes out of his system the tangled, fretful feelings he'd been tending to prior.
Finally, they part. A man with a clipboard will guide Louis away. Lestat hauls his assistants in from the band's room so they can make something of his hair and makeup. A rare occurrence, but he has little time left, and he wishes to give Louis his best.
Forty minutes past when the show was set to begin—
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The fabric itself is even more sheer with only one layer layered closely over his skin, but creates a pleasing, glittery effect. And it fits him perfectly, of course, each seam tailored to the millimetre.
Lestat, meanwhile, is not sure what they are proving to each other. Proving an ability for restraint, perhaps. That Louis can look at him and touch him just fine without pursuing more, wanting more. That Lestat is no longer tempting, even in this condition, even allowing him this near. He feels too far gone to weep over it, too tired, too awake. Besides, Louis cares still, does he not?
That isn't nothing. "You're a natural," is his judgment.
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Louis burns with it, the way he wants him. Worse, the thing beneath it. Wanting to lean in and rest his forehead against Lestat's shoulders. He sways in, fails to make contact, the impulse narrowly averted as Lestat turns.
"Not quite like when I'd do up your tie," Louis admits. "But you don't lose the knack."
In which the knack is tending to Lestat.
"It's very pretty," he says, quieter. "I like it on you."
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A pleased sound, despite the confused tangle of feeling beneath it all, the sense memory of getting ready together tugged at. An understated kind of pleasure, considering the depths he would have sunk to if Louis did not, in fact, like it on him. Lestat angles enough to view himself in the mirror. "It looks nice under the lights," he says. "I can be seen from far away."
Maybe a touch eighties ice dancer in vibe on its own, legs bare, too much hipbone on display, but that will be mitigated by the inclusion of leather pants, some accessorising, spraying life back into his hair.
But he isn't think of that so much as observing the sight of them together, smile twisting amused. Their fashions, their changes. "How aghast Louis circa 1918 would be," he says.
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"Maybe," he relents. "Wouldn't have known it could ever be this way."
But doesn't the future always feel this way? Impossible to guess at in the moment.
"You'd teach me."
A little thread of connection between here and now, and the corset Louis had once helped lace Lestat into. At least, a connection in wardrobe. (In things gone unsaid?)
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"Well you taught me first," he says, a hand drifting up to playfully touch at Louis' chin. "The different plaids, the nailhead, the herringbone and pinstripe. Watch chains and wing-collars. This, after I dismissed the fashion of the era as all dull grey boxes, starched collars and sexual repression."
Moves away, over to the leather pants. Drawing them up, looking them over, a fond sound. "We can enjoy this era while it lasts. If history says anything, it will swing back again. Another war, another economic disaster, another plague."
Steps into the leather as he says so. Working them up bare legs. Not as much of a pain as the latex has been, but still.
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Lestat works his way into the leather, and Louis weighs the wisdom of attending any parties once the concert has finished. Should Louis take himself away, before there is any possibility of reaching the outer limits of his self-control.
Maybe.
"I intend to," he answers, though it seems Louis' approach to enjoying anything involves waging a very mobile war. "And it seems you are, in between your concerts."
Before this can be misconstrued, Louis tacks on, "I'm glad."
He even manages to sound sincere. He is sincere, in spite of all his jealousy. He is glad that Lestat has found some pleasure in the present moment after so long hidden away.
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Lestat, back turned, chin tucked down to do up the fastenings of his trousers. Mouth pursing at this, trying to detect some note of displeasure. It seems you are and I'm glad. Is all of this easier, then, to know Lestat isn't miserable? A guiltless distance? What an indulgent imagining.
This thought doesn't travel far. Sparks, fails. If tonight proves anything, it's that he doesn't know what Louis wants, only what he doesn't.
"The interviews for my documentary are to begin in New Orleans," he says. A brisk change of topic, but also not: fun between concerts. He glances back at Louis as he moves to collect his choice of boots, tall heels, shining black, buckles. "I imagine you will wish to say hello to your friend."
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"I do," Louis answers. "It will be good to see him."
No word on when Louis has last seen Daniel. Unnecessary.
Unlike the addition of:
"But I would be in New Orleans regardless," is something Lestat should know, and Louis tells him to be certain he understands. "I made certain I'd be available to meet you there."
Their home. Of course Louis meant to be present.
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Again, a quiet kind of pleasure, far less weighty than how he is sure he would feel if Louis deemed it something he could miss. But these are the warm, little things that are fewer and far apart, and Lestat feels himself hold it close, this assurance. Something to look forward to, regardless of all else: a return to New Orleans, with Louis in it to make it whole again.
The sharp sounds of zippers, and Lestat stands up, a decent four inches taller than usual, encased in figure hugging tones of silver, glitter and shine. "Happy?" he asks, a sort of shorthand question the band tosses around to each other during recording. Applies it now to Louis, indicating himself.
In need of polish, but the chosen outfit fits nicely.
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An interesting word to put to Louis in this moment.
Happy. Is he happy?
Louis has to reign himself back in, narrow his thought down to just this moment, just Lestat's hands sweeping up and down to frame their combined handiwork. Is Louis happy with Lestat, as he appears now?
Yes. No. (He wants to strip the outfit back off. He wants to pin Lestat down onto the floor.) Louis crosses to him, touches the high collar, draws fingers down the spangled bodysuit, skims fingertips across exposed hipbones. Breathes out. Lestat, taller than him now. Beautiful.
"Yes," Louis tells him. "Lovely."
The right thing to say. The only thing to say.
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Holds his breath under the skimming of fingers down his chest, around to his hips. Head tilting briefly back to accuse the ceiling of some offense before Louis pulls back into focus. "Merci," he says, for Louis saying the only thing there is to say.
Hands coming up, fingers dancing lightly down Louis' jaw on either side. "In what section will you be watching me from?"
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"I'll be on the floor," he admits. There is a lovely private VIP section Louis has access too. Maybe he'll eventually retreat there, but to start—
"I want to be close, and feel how much they adore you. Your fans."
Louis wants to dance. He hasn't done so much dancing in the fifty years since San Francisco.
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Amusement, yes, for Louis to want to wade into the indignity of the mass audience, but also honest delight, and even more so. Louis close, Louis dancing, Louis having dressed up for the occasion, he sees now.
"Really," he says, hands settling warmer where his fingers had lingered. "Then I shall remember to look for you."
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He doesn't want to make Lestat tell him to leave.
Louis takes his face in his hands, smiling a little in response to the look on Lestat's face. Draws him in to kiss his cheek, a stolen liberty before their parting.
"Give me your best," Louis tells him, a minor challenge. Inconsequential. Louis doesn't think Lestat gives anything less than his best any time he is performing. "I came for a show."
He came for Lestat. The show is just—
It is the means by which Louis can excuse his presence. Wedge himself into the sphere of Lestat's life for a night or two. His fingers stroke lightly across Lestat's cheeks before Louis lets go, steps backwards towards the door.
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Finally, they part. A man with a clipboard will guide Louis away. Lestat hauls his assistants in from the band's room so they can make something of his hair and makeup. A rare occurrence, but he has little time left, and he wishes to give Louis his best.
Forty minutes past when the show was set to begin—
Well, he can make it worth the wait.