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lestat de lioncourt. ([personal profile] damnedest) wrote2034-06-28 12:42 pm
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[personal profile] followups 2024-07-05 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
He hears it in his head, an echo of a memory once written over like the tapes he used to use, and re-use. Lestat, Lestat, Lestat, Lestat...

His dear, absent maker would probably be annoyed to the point of accidentally making a minor adjustment to his facial muscles to know Daniel has recognized him immediately. Maybe even more annoyed than over the number of social media posts tagged #lestat that now exist, full of fawning speculation over the tragic deuteragonist-antagonist who may or may not be real. #problematicfav!

There's no question. Rooted to the spot for a moment, considering it all. It's not like meeting a celebrity, except for all the ways in which it is; contrasting, there is real danger, and there is real humor.

I've heard too much about how you fuck.

"You can call me Daniel," he says, instead of any of that. Easy peasy, as he watches Sharky slither over towards the meal he was trying to make for himself. "I meant to publish that book then die anyway, you know. Figured I might as well go through with it."
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[personal profile] followups 2024-07-05 08:22 am (UTC)(link)
"And yet here we all are."

It is not lost on Daniel that the interview in Dubai was a coffin lid nailing shut, and was not lost at the time. Louis pouring out all of his insides, suicide as Armand called it, while Daniel tried not to let his decaying nerves tremble too much while writing notes and lifting cocktail glasses. But Louis has not allowed himself to be killed, and Daniel is not booking a room for considerate palliative care, and Armand is—

Who the fuck knows.

The thread stitched between them in that penthouse is a strange one. Not quite as strange as New Orleans, or Paris, but a part of the weave of it all.

"Well thanks, Lestat." This is very funny, actually. Daniel does not let himself laugh. "It always did sound like you had good taste. Which can't be said for the bled-out bozo, there, but he seemed fine for dinner."
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[personal profile] followups 2024-07-05 06:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Daniel can feel it, in fact, and it's very strange. He'd found it critical to understand how to use his mind very quickly, given the situation he'd been left in. Eavesdropping has been a great teacher, and through it, he knows that cross-planet telepathy is an advanced trick that no one suspects in him even if a few have floated the notion that perhaps the writer has been embraced. He watches the information go in his mind's eye, like observing a particularly elegant date stealing a french fry off his plate.

This time, he does laugh, though it's tinged wry.

"At least I know he's probably not listening to me anymore."

Fucking Armand. Lestat can no doubt hear that one loud and clear. Last memories of him like a bizarre cat in the dark, a lithe shadow with lamplike eyes, pulling in all the light like he's greedy for it, and Daniel's world spinning, spinning, spinning.

Meanwhile: interesting. He can't turn off his note-taking brain, and note-take it does. The writer moves over to his would-be-dinner, perhaps looking like he's aping the elder's routine, but in fact fishing for the ignored phone. He mashes a passcode on it until it locks itself, then turns it off. Lestat went for the cash and the cards, Lestat looks properly nourished but is a little bit dressed like he forgot something at the grocery store on a Sunday morning, Lestat said my beloved.

He goes for the dead (?) vampire next, fishes out a second phone, repeats the process. This one he'll take to his guy to get broken into, but the mortal's is getting thrown in the river. Finally he looks back to Lestat.

"You're the boss, boss."
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[personal profile] followups 2024-07-06 09:01 am (UTC)(link)
Quickstep, to keep up. Daniel moves like he's much younger than he looks, now, which is great. Honeymoon period, he knows (how could he not know), but he hopes to have a long one. Very curious about this encounter— grateful to be rescued, incredibly so, but that feeling is already in the rear view mirror compared to insistent interest. In Lestat in the flesh, in... what are they doing? Hunting?

Crazy. It's crazy, this happening. Should he mentally ring Louis? Nah, probably not. Even if only because he knows his friend isn't overly thrilled that Daniel has bypassed the 'self loathing and small animals' stage. And he gets why that disappoints Louis, he really does, but after those weeks in Dubai, learning what he learned, he knows that drawing it out is torture over a thing of inevitability. So why bother.

He'll reach out to Louis later. This is probably fine.

"That's generous of you." Right, yes, a simple mistake from mentally feeble old Armand, accidentally recasting Lestat as a clown. "Can't say anything about the stage, but you make an outstanding romantic lead on the page. And a romantic villain."

Frankly, the book might not have come together without Lestat haunting the narrative. Barring the meltdown Daniel was caught in the middle of, the timeline fades into vague summaries after Lestat's withdrawal, despite not having been the interview subject. As though he took something vital with him. A point that Daniel was forced to make in first draft, and then the final draft. Absent only in editing, dithering. So,

"How've you been?"
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[personal profile] followups 2024-07-07 01:00 am (UTC)(link)
Confidence. It could mean that Lestat feels safe enough to turn any situation on its head, no fear of bloody fingers walking away from two brutalized bodies, that he has enough experience and finesse to simply be done with it (though the lack of attention to phones is a little concerning). It could also mean that he's not entirely plugged into reality. Daniel is in danger, he knows. But that just makes him more invested.

"Yeah, we stay in touch. Not as often as I might like, but he's working through some things. Remodeling. A tree was removed improperly from their little," here he makes a gesture, "simulated solarium, which I understand was a pain to restructure."

It occurs to him that Lestat will not have heard Louis' dare shouted out into the night. Only the reactions. What picture must that paint?

'Some things', 'their'. An open wound being cemented over.

"What kind of music?"
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[personal profile] followups 2024-07-07 08:09 am (UTC)(link)
A celebrity vampire would take some of the in-community heat off of Louis, he suspects. He opts not to voice this; landmines such as their are unavoidable. Daniel was not in Dubai with Louis alone, and Daniel is not here, in this way, through Louis' grace. He should attempt to steer the conversation away from him, where he can—

Hah, yeah right. It's going to be a mirror. Louis couldn't get Lestat out of his story. There's no surprise in discovering, immediately, that Lestat can't get Louis out of his.

Kinda romantic, ignoring all the abuse. (And they probably will! Sigh.)

"I like rock and roll." Really, Mr Leather Jacket? "It's never been done by anyone whose musical CV loops back to commedia dell'arte."

Alone in this abandoned side street, they're approaching a parking lot. From the deep web maps of paranoid ex-redditors he's consulted, Daniel knows that the nearest camera is on a shitty chop shop diagonal from the lot. A few blocks away, someone is driving an old car, too slow to be going anywhere with purpose. In the 70s, he'd think it was somebody pulling over to get a blowjob, but here and now, it's probably someone trying to get Google Maps to work.

"Why Atlanta? Why now?"
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[personal profile] followups 2024-07-08 01:13 am (UTC)(link)
One more thing for Lestat to hate Armand for, if he ends up deciding Daniel shouldn't be here, shouldn't have done what he did. (Assuming Louis wouldn't have found another way, another journalist, another drama.) The ancient vampire had decades to go and kill him between then and now, he had every opportunity to shut down the interview. All he did to Louis, Daniel doesn't believe he couldn't have psychically strong-armed him into letting it go.

Because it's not like Daniel was ever going to stop himself. He'd have gotten that book out on his death bed with no recordings, no files, if he had to get it out as a conspiracy theory. As soon as he got on the plane to the UAE, the book was set in stone. Practically already real.

"We both got thrown in the deep end in our own ways, huh."

The driver of the old car is thinking about going home, or killing himself, or getting tacos. Relatable nothingness. Daniel finds mortals very easy to read (he has not tried, will not try, Lestat, unwilling to insert his whole arm into the shark mouth).

"Is it better? Being this way?"

Logic, and all he knows about the man, tells him that Lestat is not a metric by which to evaluate this unlife. And yet despite all his charades, Daniel believes him (or the him he knows through Louis, through Armand, through Claudia) to be the most honest about being a vampire.
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[personal profile] followups 2024-07-09 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
For the record, Daniel would have accepted a yes or no answer, but a part of him (the part that enjoyed writing the book, not the part that needled Louis about excusing abuse) is delighted at the theatrical presentation he receives instead. Lestat the actor, Lestat the composure, soon Lestat the lyricist, the poet? If he actually is set on being a musician out in the world, he's going to do great.

A bark of a laugh leaves him at 'it rules.'

You know what, that's a fine answer too. Someday if he's very lucky he will watch his daughters die peacefully, and not be executed by sunlight in front of him. Each drawback also has a silver lining, an it-could-be-worse. He won't wallow, he refuses. He'll have time for it.

Up and over. Surreal to be able to move like this (again? at all), and a part of him still braces inside and flinches now and again, expecting punishment from his body. A break, a sprain, a wrack of tremors he can't control. But he just feels good. Better than ever. And on that trajectory, eating people feels better than heroin ever did. Cognizant of that being a potential problem, he nevertheless waits for the car. Already, he has discovered the ability to go unnoticed, particularly in shadow.
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[personal profile] followups 2024-07-09 06:29 am (UTC)(link)
There are merits to both. If disposing of the car would be difficult, fingerprints and other evidence easily harvested from slipping inside of it, then hauling the victim out would be best. If leaving behind a mess would be the bigger risk, then containing the scene and dumping the car with the body wholesale would be smarter. He considers where they are, and what's around them.

"In."

Date night in the back seat, then a drive. There are paths to the Chattahoochee River that evade cameras, and areas where it's deep enough to roll a car into, never to be seen again. Daniel has done a few of these murders so far, and he feels ways about it, but makes himself compartmentalize. He tries for horrible people, even if those horrors are mundane— might as well, right? He's not God, he's not moralizing, but it's sensible. The worse a person is, the less likely it is that their disappearance will be looked into with any urgency.

"It's like eating hamburgers after going to a rescued animal sanctuary," he says, with an awareness that Lestat is probably eavesdropping for insight into his opinion about this. Might be a little sad, in theory, but in practice, it simply has to be done. "Most people aren't as cute as cows, though, you know?"

So this is actually easier. Cows tend not to beat their girlfriends or exploit minors after getting their Discord usernames off Fortnite.
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[personal profile] followups 2024-07-09 11:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Daniel's fine for now, as he moves to the hood of the car and pops it open with a barely-there touch to the latch, Though we'll see how it goes.

Obscured, he leans in and pops the fuse box. Just in time as the confused driver scrambles for the horn and keys at once, mashing down the accelerator— the car goes nowhere, makes no honk, the wheels spin. SLAM, the hood goes down, and Daniel moves to press his hand against the driver's side door handle, crushing it to keep it closed, before hopping into the back seat.

Little smudges of motor oil on his fingers. Nimble despite the signs of age, and stronger than they look (though he has always looked strong, in a way; something something, the pen).

"Hey," he says. Friendly. The man reaches for the gear shift, and Daniel leans forward and grabs his arm to prevent it. Not going anywhere.
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[personal profile] followups 2024-07-10 10:22 pm (UTC)(link)
He'd prodded Louis about needing to kill humans to survive. Intentional jabs and challenges meant to provoke, even though he bore the scars of success on his throat, the same place he know sinks fangs into on this undeserving person. A real person, with a life, with relatives, friends, hobbies, opinions. It's important to understand an interview subject, and Louis, no matter what else, was still that. Daniel needed to see what would be defensiveness and what would be pride. What's murder? What's an assault? What's a donation?

Daniel has dedicated hours to the thought experiment of legality. If vampires become a protected class, recognized, what cases might the courts hear? What soulless arguments will be brought up, trying to justify heinous mortal crimes as biological imperatives?

Interesting. Curious. Worrying. Yet all of it fades as soon as he sinks his teeth (his fangs, the feeling of those manifesting is still surreal, but good) into something he can eat. It's better than drugs, better than alcohol or any food; he does not miss human food, does not miss delicate sweetness, indulgent over-salted meals, nothing savory or tart. Daniel liked bitter, sour things, enjoyed the ache in his mouth, and blood from a living human makes the memories of all of his favorites dull and bland.

A hitch, a scream. The man claws, says, Why, what the fuck, I'll kill you, but it's thin and gurgling by the end. Two monstrous, landwalking remoras, draining blood faster than a human heart can keep up with. Daniel feels his life, impressions of it, and the professional part of him can't help but look even as he endeavors to let it pass by unremarked on.

Every time. He drinks, and the difference between before and after a single meal is as stark as before and after death. Everything is better to a degree he has no words for. The man twitches as he tries to grapple, but his movements are weak, and he just bats at the gear shift, at Lestat, flinching soft in Daniel's grasp; gentle nothingness.
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[personal profile] followups 2024-07-11 02:30 am (UTC)(link)
It is intimate. With the victim, with the other participant. Daniel has recklessly allowed himself to be an open book to Lestat, but in this, he's got enough awareness to have preemptively pulled a curtain over whether or not he's done this before, and with who. A very short list of candidates, and he's going to try his best not to walk them over any surprise land mines, given his habit of lobbing hand grenades as it is.

There is pleasure in feeling like the sole hunter. There is pleasure in finding kinship, particularly in something so difficult to understand. The elation is bonding.

He drinks with both the bottomless hunger of any old fledgling and the pointed, deliberate indulgence of an addiction connoisseur. He knows which expensive whiskeys are for sipping slowly out of a large globe class, and which beers are for knocking back in a breathless chug for applause.

When he stops it's because the human is actively dying, and the dregs, while still delicious, would take effort along the lines of holding the man upside down to encourage better bloodflow. And who has time for that? Not a couple of vampires who still have to dispose of this guy. Daniel sits back, hand still clasped against their victim's arm. A huff of an exhale, a deep, shaking inhale, and he rubs his face. Motor oil and blood leave a stain of dark black-red against mottled white hair.

Well. He had been out looking for dinner. So this all works.

Daniel looks at Lestat, and raises his eyebrows.

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